I am in love with this post. I am currently struggling with these issues, & am seeking professional help through counseling. I’m currently in a relationship & have been for the last 2 years. We are living together & we are happy. As any relationship, we have our past. In the beginning of our relationship, he wasnt committed to me at all, and was doing things he shouldnt. 1 year and several months later, I still struggle with trusting him. He’s been earning my trust back slowly, but the seed is still planted in the back of my head. I know i wouldnt of put up with it if I had more self esteem, and self worth. Now that i’m seeking help to work through these personal issues i have with myself, im very scared that im going to realize that my boyfriend isnt what i want anymore.

Ashley