Hi Greenshade,

You sound overwhelmed. Please take a deep breath and relax. Let your inner voice guide you but not make you feel anxious. You really are better than what you think of yourself. Unless you try, you won’t know if that job is good or bad for you. Think about the better avenues this job could open up for you if you decide to take this job. Getting this job may help you understand what exactly you want to do in future. If I were you, I would take a piece of paper and pen down all the pros and cons of getting this job versus not getting this job, that way you could make an informed decision. I hope my advise offers you the support you are looking for. wish you all the very best.