i agree with you anita, i often deal with criticisms so i elevate myself higher into h=the clouds where i just see a white screen and my wings touch the sun. i want to find a way to stop having a war with what my heart feels and what my brain thinks. my heart will say “stop beating yourself down, you’ll be okay!” but my brain will argue “no, you have to learn to do this. you have to do this. you have to be perfect in everyone’s eyes!” i would like to listen to the voice in my heart and find who i am without my mind trying to outdo me.