Dear bluesoul:

No, I don’t believe these thoughts can be manifested via the law of attraction or any such thing. Your thoughts are mental events that happen in the short distance between your ears. And just like you can’t SEE or HEAR other people’s thoughts, they can’t see yours. Look at people around you, they think a lot too, all the time and yet, you see nothing. Unless they tell you, you don’t know what they are thinking. You are protected in the same way- no one can read your mind. What you think is your private business.

As far as why you are thinking these thoughts- I will ask you a question in my effort to find the reason: did or do you have thoughts about any of your parents (or both)- thoughts that alarmed you, that you thought were totally wrong and were terrified about them finding out (for example: I really don’t like my mother, how gross she is! Or I wish my father will die – these are nothing but examples)?

anita