Hey Cyrus,

Do you mean that you want people in your life, such as friends or a family member like a cousin, sibling whom you are really close to? By close to, I mean someone whom you can open up to, share secrets with, someone who knows you really well for a long time and you can be free with them?

When you see people with childhood friends, you feel like that you have missed that kind of intimacy of long association?

Is that it??

Regards
Nina