Of course you are not wrong, he wants different things and you must find the strength to honor that. If he was cheating and you needed to find out (rather than him being honest about it) then you really don’t know him at all. He can’t be your soul-mate if he’s that dishonest. He’s an actor playing the role of the amazingly confident person that you think he is. Inside, he is not strong if he can’t be honest – he isn’t even honest with himself. Find yourself and fill up on what makes you whole. You are so young! Not that I have it figured out at my age, but there are basic, fundamental aspects of a relationship that you are missing in this person. Therefore, you aren’t really losing what you think you are losing. Does that make sense?