Dear humour:

In the quote I brought up from your first thread: ” if I have 100 thoughts in a day, around 80 of them tell me ‘no matter what you practice, you will still be punished for the wrong you did. Law is law.’”-

The wrong you believe you did, the wrong you believe you need to be punished for, the reason for the guilt you mentioned above, a few minutes ago- that must be a very powerful belief that makes your life miserable.

You wrote above that you are “confused and wondering why things had to happen the way it did”- it could be this powerful, unfortunate Core-Belief that you did something so wrong, that justice requires you being punished for it, for life.

As long as such belief is strong in your brain, it will bring about those 80 out of a 100 thoughts that do not serve you well. Do you want to share about what I believe to be your core belief?

(Will be back in about 12 hours)

anita