Dear Dee:

What if it doesn’t matter how many times you tried, succeeded and failed to remained away from meth? What if it does not matter that your mother and girlfriend- and anyone else- is disappointed of you?

What if it doesn’t matter how many more times you will stay away from meth and then come back to it?

What if… all that mattered was you looking at your life at this moment- and the next, and the next after that- and see what there is to see, learn what there is to learn?

Meth has been your solution to that ongoing, excess fear, anxiety. There are many other solutions people try, solutions that work only for the short term. Solutions that create more problems. If you read stories here, you will see that many people suffer greatly. You are not alone. You do have company.

To make your story inspirational to others who suffer, keep the story alive by keeping its protagonist alive. Let her keep telling her story-

anita