Dear blkhwkdwn1:

Welcome back to your own thread. I am glad you are alive and hope you heal.

Remaining true to what I wrote to you in my last post to you, if you want me to respond to you, you will need to take my leadership in our communication. I asked you a question there: “why do you feel that you deserve to suffer?” (based on your past statement that you deserve to suffer).

You are welcome to not answer my question. It is only if you want me, specifically, to communicate with you, that you should answer. Otherwise I hope others will reply to you.

anita