I am hoping desperately that he ll reconsider and not let go so easily. Why didn’t he let me go early on in our relationship, when I had asked, before I have fallen for him this deeply? He promised to come back for me. I held on to that. Am I so unlovable and replaceable that he can’t hold on? It s only been 2 months…y did he stop loving after such a short time. He told me recently that he loves me. When did he start wanting to break up! Can I bring him back? All these thoughts that I cannot stop. I felt as if I am wrapped in this cacoon of denial and every so often, the cacoon rips open and my heart feels like it s torn apart. It really feels that way to me. Denial..intense heartbreak..denial..intense heartbreak.