Dear Harry:

First thing: you need to get some sleep. You need time alone. Anxiety creates this brain fog that makes reasonable thinking very difficult. So most important is to reduce your anxiety level. Take time to be alone and get some sleep.

I am tired myself tonight. Tomorrow morning, with a fresh brain I hope to have, I will re-read your post above (and anything you may add to it by then) and will reply more thoroughly. This will be in twelve hours or so.

Glad you posted with an update!

anita