Thanks Inky, she does have manic depression, but it seems to be under control right now. I know that she tries to find happiness by changing the things around her but she hasn’t yet learned that the change has to come from within before all.

You’re right Anita. She was my first anything, I will definitely never forget the life lessons and growth from this experience. I couldn’t if I tried. I’m going to follow my dreams and just do the best I can for me, my son, my family and the world around me. Three months into our relationship she was talking to other people, but I didn’t think it would happen again so I gave her another chance, there was so much I didn’t know, my innocence was still childlike. But I won’t let anyone take my heart and mistreat it like that again. I’ve realized that I’m worthy of good things, I deserve love and I will pursue my passions with the time I have.