Yesterday was hard. He sent photos throughout the day of what he and the kids were doing which did help and we texted a little last night. I think I will have to get some sort of routine going to help me fill my time and get stronger.

Mondays, movie or walking.
Tuesdays & Weds work late go home and crash
Thursdays dinner with friends.
Friday, walking
Saturday and sunday will be the worst. Lunch with friends, clean the house, movies, play pinball, hiking, anything to fill the time.

Change has always been hard for me and this is throwing me for a loop.