Thank you, Barbara. Yes I agree he was cruel. There is something to be said for honesty, sure, but he was a bit too honest. I guess I just don’t understand WHY he didn’t want to invest in the relationship, and he couldn’t give me an answer either. He just said he didn’t want to marry me and that wasn’t going to change.

Thank you for the advice and good wishes. I know I need to just experience the emotions, but it’s been 3 weeks of being barely able to breathe and it’s just too much.