If it makes you feel bad it is emotional abuse. Little by little it will destroy you.  You will modify your behaviour in order to please him, or more likely, not displease him.  Eventually your personality will be changed which will make you very unhappy. You will tiptoe around him walking on eggshells as opposed to being your natural authentic self.  Unless he changes, the discomfort you feel around him will get worse.  This is what happened to me over a 35 year period. Don’t make my mistake and get trapped by it. It will make you very unwell from a mental health perspective.