Well, the truth is Christians absolutely stink at spirituality. They have very closed minds, and if your experiences are beyond their mindset and worldview, they simply label them as demonic.

You have no idea what an absolutely shitty position I am in right now. I am not just a bad Christian, I am a Christian who is apparently dabbling with something evil. At one stage during this unbidden and uninvited Kundalini process, I awoke at night to find my hand doing spontaneous kriyas. On another occasion my arms were lifted spontaneously above my head. Now read the following extract from a website called ‘Christians Together’:

“It is never appropriate for any follower of Christ to ‘hiss’ or make any kind of uncontrolled movements“

How do you think that makes me feel? Is it any wonder I am rejecting my own beliefs?

Best wishes,

Tannhauser