Hi there,

Yes, it is about just seeing him again in the group setting. I know the whole “be yourself” and don’t show your emotions thing. It may be easier said than done. I think it will be okay. It’s funny, I know you just need to be yourself in this world..but sometimes nerves kick in and you second guess everything.

As mentioned, I am going into it with no expectations. He hasn’t shown really any signs of continued interest, other than just friendship.  I mean it could be the distance, it could be the length of time that we haven’t seen each other. I mean, we would really need to catch up and learn more about each other, if anything. We did have one conversation after the trip, and I ended the conversation first but not before saying to him “I would love to talk again”…but he hasn’t reached out.

I think I really know my answer. So now the whole part of my anxiety just rests in hanging out with everyone, and I guess just not letting him know that the situation “got” to me at one point. I do know my value…it’s just unfortunate.

A couple of friends have brought up the possibility that he may try to proposition me again. If that happens, I will not do that.