Thank you, I will look into it! I’ve been thinking a lot today about all of this.

I’m realizing while I strive for perfection in all aspects of my life, I feel pretty complete in a lot of them. I have a lot of good things going for me and I feel at peace with a lot of things. However, I think some of the reason I seek out and get anxious about relationships is that in my mind it’s the one thing I do not have. I know I touched on this earlier but it is becoming clearer the more I think about it. In my mind, being in a relationship would complete everything going on in my life. So that is why I am happy when I meet someone or a guy texts me, because I feel like I am closer to achieving that perfection. This has been very interesting to think about!