Thank you Susannah as well ! I thought I had to reply individually lol. I suppose even though I can verbally express myself well to an extent. I do have a hard time always saying what I truly want to say. I fear I may say the wrong thing or sound “stupid” for feeling a certain way. Which I know I shouldn’t be so harsh on myself, because if someone came to me expressing their feelings I wouldn’t think that way of them. I would do my best to offer advice and comfort them.

Its just so complicated in my mind, I just want to feel free to express myself at any moment without judgment. and I’m sure if I expressed this my boyfriend would agree, but for some reason something still holds me back.