WOW!!! Finally, someone who understands. I want to reach out to you with this…I wish you all the love, peace, and happiness that life has to offer, for an eternity longer than a lifetime. It is the least you deserve. For many years, people trying to reach me with the hope of understanding what I went through, was like me floating in an ocean, no life raft, no life vest, and a ship passing by tossing me a life line, except that life line was too short, and the ship sailed on. Things that trigger my PTSD, the nightmares, the reactions, they are all becoming more and more easier to deal with to the point that I finally KNOW within my heart that someday I will be free of all that. For now they are becoming more of a distant memory, albeit still very much real. Thank you for your support. Unfortunately my gratitude is all I have to give you.