in fact is my bestfriend can be with women and man. when he is with women, he will become top ( a man ) and when he is with man, he will become a BOT ( a girl ).

first he was in relationship with a women for 2 years,  he broke up and become a gay. since childhood, he has interest with a man but he never try and deny that feelings. but now, he become a pure gay.

we always kiss each other every single day, sometimes when we are sleeping together, he can kiss my neck and holding my boobs and he become horny ( but not always like that, just sometimes ). his mom think we are a couple and his mom so kind to me.

i dont really know what both of us feeling, because if he loves me or i love him or we loving each other, WE CANT BE TOGETHER. because he is a gay or he can making love with a man.

is that feeling because is we always met up everyday ? or because we need each other ? or because we dont have another close friends ?

when i see he hang out with another man, i become jealous and when i hang out with another man, he will become so diffrent to me and had no interest about my thing about that man.