Hello Anita,

Thank you again for your time and answers.

It’s been really tough. I wish He coud Just stop looking for me and trying to reach me. It would be a lot eaiser. He says he’s never letting me go, that he will do what it takes. This even doesn’t make any sense, since all I’ve ever asked for was respect and commitment. I’m trying being friends with him but I keep asking questions, imagining he is lying about where he is or what he’s doing.

I hope I can let go of these feelings and be able to cut any form of contact. Because I simply don’t want to live like this anymore. It feels like he’s blocking my way to freedom while I’m blocking his. It’s almost like I’m not able to let him go. Maybe I’m not prepared to see him with somebody else, especially this girl.