Very Personal.. But the beginning of highschool I “fell” for someone.  Who was my first everything, my first kiss etc.  I had a super strong attachment towards him for about two years.. where anytime I would see him my heart sank to my stomach.  But he NEVER committed to me… it was like false love..  I was very closed minded, and stubborn I refused to let go or move on… I really don’t know who that was.. but I got over that and became so much stronger.  I just never thought the guy I actually fell involve with, as my new and improved smarter self, would ever hurt me like this… I don’t know.