Dear Pearce Hawk

Thanks for such a beautiful metaphor. I think, and hope that i am on the right path. But I guess there are ups and downs along the way. relationship and emotions have always been my archille’s heels, it can drag me to a space where i find it hard to stay sane.

But I guess i always try to stop and think a bit before i act in general, it’s hard for someone who is  very sentimental and full of feelings, yet i think i am practicing it.

Dear Anita

Icing helps, and rest more! you can also stay with us and talk with us =)

Indeed it is just  a very causal communication. we just talked about each other’s life in general, ocassionally something about our value etc. i think it’s mainly because  we talk consistently for half a year, it’s just like habit, that i feel comfortable with. and talking to this person, for some reason even on the first time that we met, i felt very very at ease, which is quite unusual. I guess she was not someone on my to-date list, so much younger and i don’t often get attracted to people with her outlook, she did help me break some boundaries, in terms of who to look for in a romantic relationship.

But in any case, I can keep on fantasizing, you are right too, my peace of mind is  so hard to attain that I need to safeguard.

she can be a good  friend, just not now, not when I would fantasize a romantic relationship could happen while she  stated that she treated me as good  friend.

I look forward to having such mutual love too, hope i can tell you at some point of my life

Take very good care

Chau