Hi Anita,

Thank you for your reply. I truly do appreciate it. I know I am insecure- I tend to become insecure when I start to love a guy- but in this particular situation, I felt insecure that he would be MCing with a girl. I know its crazy eh?

I have tried soooo hard to fix things. I have asked him for another chance but he wont give it to me. Like I said, I am having a very hard time accepting that it all just ended just like that. I have been waking up at 4am this week with pain in my heart that its all over.