I did not read all your posts, but sounds like you need to keep an open mind, that is my $0.02 advice. You have become very bitter and prejudiced against men, introspect and ask yourself if that is the case.

Some more philosophy, if that helps…there is a sport called skeleton sledding, not sure if you have seen it, but some very brave people lay belly down on a sled and navigate down an ice track at speeds >80 m/hr with 4-5 G acceleration forces. The only thing that helps a sledder to possibly perform better and not get thrown off is ‘Visualizing the Track’ they literally close their eyes and visualize themselves going down the track even before they do it..imagining every corner and turn, how and when they are going to shift their body weight and center of gravity.

How is this relevant to your case? you got to ‘Visualize’ yourself with a man, in a happy marriage,  or however you desire your life to be..write a few pages on how you want your future life to be.. you need to create this possibility in your mind, for you to subliminally accept that it is OK for you to be in a happy relationship and there is no such thing as men hate you.

Try it, no harm in trying, even if you feel its stupid.. all desires that get fulfilled start out with an idea in the mind, where the mind subliminally thinks its possible to get that desired outcome. The universe will do the rest for you, all you need to do is imagine that outcome.