Hi Nikki…

I don’t have parents since both have passed. I had a brother who died from a drug over dose. I had 2 sisters killed by a drunk driver, both in the same crash but it was neither of them that was drunk. I USED to have “friends” who contacted me only when they wanted something from me, usually money. I live with a g/f but that relationship has evolved into a girl friend, a very disconnected relationship, which is a result of not seeing her because she works at night for 12 hours. But I am not alone. I explore new places, I do what some consider to be life risking behavior such as paragliding. Along my journey I meet many good people who share exciting stories of our life. If we evolve in to being good personal friends, great. If not, great. Nothing about me has changed. But at least I got to meet some awesome people. I tell people that I am a needy person. I need to experience life, love, happiness, exciting journeys. And when I do experience those things, it is because I sought those experiences out.

What Mark said is solid advice. Run with that for a while. And as you continue on your journey, most importantly, love yourself.

Pearce