Dear Dereck:

This is a fresh start for you and it is exciting. There is the anxiety, but you can make it through it.

You wrote in your post before last: “Maybe I shouldn’t be harshly judging / criticizing them like this but I think life should be lead in more ‘spiritual way’”- I don’t think you are harshly judging people when you … judge them for judging you harshly. In your fresh start, choose the people in your life. Avoid those who rain-on-your-parade and invite those who accept you and encourage your fresh start.

You are welcome and post again, anytime you want input.

anita