Oh, I meant that my brother lashes out physically, although my Dad has an extremely short temper, and the worst it’s gotten is when I said he threatened to kill me when he found out I was gay. I have two older sisters, and the one with the girlfriend is the one who is now speaking to my Mum again. My other sister has nothing to do with either of my parents. I turn 18 in 6 months, and during the entire “me being outed by my Mum” incident, I had twisted my testicle and it had died within that same week. By the time I had surgery, it was at the end of that same week and my testicle was quite dead at that point. My Mum always says I should basically “cut my Dad some slack” for what happened because if he was really such a terrible father, he would never have came, but I was 14 at the time, so it’s not as if I could check myself out of the hospital. I am also getting £13,000 when I turn 18 due to the negligence of the organisation that eventually dealt with me, but my Dad was the one who came up with this idea, and this is one of the other reasons I feel as though I will be called ungrateful if I cut off my parents ; I feel as if I quite literally owe my Dad.