Dear eight:

You wrote that you are  “looking for someone who went through similar thing”-

I am trying to understand what it is that you went through: when you were “a child and then teenager” someone bit you (“I got bitten by him”), unzipped your trousers, banged your head on the floor, said words to you, all that while your father heard the person saying and doing those things to you and not helping you?

Is that what happened… are you referring to repeating sexual/ physical abuse by one person, and your father knowing but not getting involved?

anita