Hi,

First of all, thank you Felita for your feedback. Yeah NC really helps clear my head and it’s getting easier and easier.

Its just very funny as my guilt just started kicking in. My best friend and her sister had a conflict today and I happened to be there and witness everything. I felt as if I just saw my ex and me in them and realized how wrong I was with him.

I have this urge to contact him and apologize but afraid to stir up all feelings again, especially for him. Should I keep on NC and leave it be or should I reach out and apologize?