@ Jun Na

Thank you very much for replying to my post. I am very stressed and have been for a while. I appreciate your encouragement but I I feel more like a failure than I do courageous. I’m 44 and I’ve lost just about everything I have and I don’t just mean tangible things. Honestly I don’t know who I am or how to figure that out. I feel like I’ve spent most of my life just existing. Always feeling there has to be more to life than just that. That’s all for now as I’m feeling pretty drained. I will write more later.