Hi Anita!

Thank you. 🙂

The world was not good enough because it is not. I so often could perceive and witness cruelty and stupidity. Not necessarily in real life, even in movies, at school. Boys’ favourite game was to kill grasshoppers. They crushed them and kept laughing. I was horrified by the gratuity and the cruelty of those acts.

In any case, due to my childhood or not, here is where I am. And I’m lucid, I see the world for what it is. And it’s sad. What’s the point of even bother to try?

I’m just surviving, like a lot of us. I don’t remember last time I felt alive. But it sounds more dramatic than it is, I mean, I keep smiling, it is just I’ve given up hope and I don’t know where to head to to have it back.