Hi Inky. Thank you for your reply.

I know I shouldn’t let it affect our relationship but at times I can’t help it and don’t know how to deal with negative emotions  in a healthy way so I end up shutting other out. I try to explain things to him but then he forgets the next time and it’s like we never talked about it. He doesn’t drive either but he does work. His coworkers and manager are always nice to him, giving him free food every break time. I am happy for him that he meets so much nice people but I do feel a little jealous of him. It just seems he has a lot of people there for him while I don’t. He has a lot of friends and know a lot of people but he is generally very quiet person so he doesn’t talk much, like me. I can’t afford therapy because I’m a poor college student. I was just trying to see if I could fix this without it.