More than that, I really want to reach out to my ex boyfriend.

I want to just ask him how is he doing these days, and whether he really gets accepted into his new university or not.

I assumed that he did, considering how smart he is. But who knows?

I supported that new uni plan, like I was his biggest supporter for it. I deserve to know… in a sense, no?

I have to admit that I am missing him these days, not necessarily as a boyfriend but as a friend. I miss talking to him and hearing his advices. We were each others biggest fan and loyal supporter, I realise now hard it is find such people in my life and in this prestigious college. Most of those I call friends, we are actually not friends …. we are rivals.

We wish each other to fail in order for us to get a better GPA and better jobs opportunities. There is no friends here.

-Mina