Dear Anita,

Thank you for replying since my first thread. Your dedication is highly appreciated.

I just think I’m raised normally. No intimate relationship but not cold either. Just normal and average. But one thing I remember about bad childhood memory is when I asked questions to my mom. I was a curious kid so I asked a lot. I remember when I was under age 10 (I don’t really remember my exact age), I asked my mom “mom, what is the meaning of ‘that’?” (I asked it in my native language so yeah maybe you won’t really get the context) and my mom answered “are you really don’t know or pretend to not know?”. It’s kinda shock to me that my mom thought like that. maybe she thought I just wanted attention or what. But my relationship with my mom now is okay tho. Just normal.