Anita,

That also has crossed my mind as well. I am so focused on coming to a point where she decides to either run off with Mr. New or come back to me, but what becomes of us if she decides to stay and work things out. If she remains uncaring while we are trying to rebuild, it may be even more painful for me than if I had just ended it now. Despite this logic, my heart strings still pull me back to her. I know that I can only take so much before I have to save myself because no one else will and find a way to carry on without her.