Dear Mina:

You are welcome.

What an interesting, profound sentence you wrote: “I realise how I became the person that knows myself the least”-  I would like it if you elaborated on it sometime in a future post.

I hope you share more about the “weird position” of your emotions as the day/s progress.

Clearly, your thoughts about your ex boyfriend mean comfort for you and comfort is what you need.

You wrote: “He always know what to say to me, the perfect thing to comfort me” – written in the present tense. It is your thoughts of him in the present that give you comfort. You shared on your other thread that you go to places that you used to go with him, sitting where you used to sit with him. You do so to feel that comfort that he represents for you.

anita