Hi guys thanks so much for replying. Its very sweet to know that even though we are strangers you guys are willing to take time out of your day to give me advice and words of encouragement!!

So, I’ve joined some clubs, the Korean culture club, the Caribbean association club and best buddies!! I’ve found some people from my old school and made some connections. I don’t have any strong friend connections but it’ll happen eventually. I just need to push myself out of my comfort zone a bit. As for my major, im still on edge on what I want to do, I honestly hate all my classes at the moment. But there is this workshop for people to explore career paths and majors so I think im going to do that.

I started getting counseling on my insecurity issues and other things. I reached out to my ex because I thought if I told him I was making self improvements that he would consider dating again. We had small talk and catched up a bit but then my anxiety was going through the roof and I asked him if he think we could ever date again. He told me that he wasn’t totally against the idea but he didn’t want to give me false hope. I didn’t know how to feel about that or what to say so I just didn’t answer. My heart is still very broken and idk what to do… I know I have to stop looking at his social media but whenever I do hes following tons of new girls even ones we’ve had arguments over so it hurts. any advice?

Thanks again!!