Thanks Pickles. That does help. I have days where I’m accepting of it and moving on but other days I’m just crippled with it. We argued a few days ago because I took him off my Facebook as I don’t want to see him adding other people etc and he got mad and deleted all pics of me etc which really hurt. He says he regrets that and he overreacted. I told him I want him back he says a part of him wants that as well and he does regret the way he has treated me and the things he’s done. Then he said right now he doesn’t want it he just needs to be by himself especially after the way he has treated me. If he leaves it too late then that’s his problem. Now I feel like I’m hanging on to that little bit of hope when really it’s just a lot of rubbish