That’s fair. I always thought the two were mutually exclusive. Like I could like the fact that I’m where I am but still want for company and be sad and concerned about other goals that aren’t being met. I’ve been told this before that I should talk to an actual therapist, but as my folks don’t believe in them (my dad isn’t necessarily on the side of ‘psychobabble’) and the access to one is a bit difficult because I still live at home trying to pay for school has always made it hard to follow through.

By the way, I really appreciate you listening and talking with me. It’s really helpful