Hi Inky,

Thanks for replying.

I have thought about if he should be checking in with me more, and I haven’t been able to figure out if my expectations or how much I think about him or want to talk to him are pretty intense for so early on in the relationship. What I mean is my exctment about it all too much for the moment. It may be due to the fact I haven’t really dated much in the past so this is one of the first real kind of things for me I think. Although he says its the same case for him, it being new to him, so I don’t know if it’s normal to be less or more excited at this point. He did text me earlier, a short conversation which lead to him apologising about the awkwardness of our interaction when I bumped into him. He said it was due to the fact he’d had a few pints that evening. I could hardly blame him for that as I had had a few myself. I simply told him I felt awkwardness too and not to worry, although I don’t know if that was me saying this so an argument or uncomfortable situation would start.

As to the seeing him because he’s there or not the right guy point, I don’t know how to be totally sure about this one, but when we are together we laugh a fair bit. I’ve always been described as funny, so I guess humour is my most comfortable mode. I guess it’s when I’m away from him that I worry. Even writing that last sentence makes me feel nauseated, because it’s so soppy, but oh well.

Thanks

Keiran