And his all reasons which he gave made no sense to me . Sometime i feel like to write a letter to send him about his reasons or whatever he did . But that mutual friend gave me promise never to discuss that.reasons to.him….

I used to.love him.because i thought he understands me.like no.body else and he never judge me or my past ..i was too open and honest to him that i even told him tht i am not virgin nd my Ex emotional forcd me once to.do Sex . I was too surprised that he told that mutual friend which is.his best friend about my past forced Sex to him .

And he said he never judge me about my past .we were more like best friends according to me thn a lover ) but actually he was judging me .   .

I mean i never dare to.share with anyone else apart frm him ( in our culture its not acceptable ,its like shame when a unmarried girl isnt virgin ) .

And i never judged him nor his past neither jis present as he was living with gf .of course thy must have physical and every kinda contact i never asked if he does Sex or etc i.always understood him.gave him.pravicy..and even extra ordinary honest . May b my honesty was the most foolish act …as that mutual friend said,that u dint need to tell everything truth about yourself.and he said he thinks i m.fool.to be that.much Honest .

And may be he is right . But that was my past and when someone love another thy dont.judge them or even their past .

Regards