I didn’t terminate the relationship – after finding all this out, I gave it a week before telling her that I still want to give it a chance, and initially she was on board, but after a few days told me that she didn’t want to do long distance and that we’d have to let go. I understood that, I just wish she’d been honest with me from the beginning. It would have been much cleaner, and fewer people would have been hurt. And yes, I’m feeling guilty for the way she felt about me leaving the country, that I couldn’t be there for her in the way she needed, and that she feels badly now.