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And I also want to ask you this.

Why do you always “let me” to somehow continue doing something that is not actually “right” for me?

For example when I was living inside my delusional world, I told you that I was not ready to let this fantasy world end, and you told me to take my time, slowly.

That you “let me” and told me that it is “ok” to continue living there until I was ready to face reality.

Same in this case, I use “Gyunnie” to go on when I feel distressed, and you told me that is ok to do such things.

Other people would have force me to snap out if and stop using those ways of coping but you always let me to take my time slowly, and that means a lot to me.

Instead of trying to push Gyunnie out of the picture completely, I think you understand the process of de-attaching myself from him took time, and there was no health way of de-attaching someone from another person by forcing them, you let them slowly but surely to take a small distance and steps … without removing that important figure all at once.

Regardless of your reason, thank you.

-Monica