Dear Victoria,

I do not have any suggestions about the question in the last line, because happiness cannot be guaranteed.

“Wherever you go, there you are” ~Eckhart Tolle.

But I can surely advise on decision making.

– Usually all the facts about the situation are enough to make a decision. But in some cases they are not.
– See if the new decision is not coming out of an egoic impulse (just for the sake of seeking pleasure) OR if it is a genuine inner impulse.
– The idea is to postpone taking any immediate action and wait for a longer time. If the impulse is still there, then go with that impulse.

“It’s my spiritual home and my heart is calling to be there every day. Something so strong I can hardly ignore it anymore.”
From your post it looks like you have a true calling.

Make sure to go through Eckhart’s video below.

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_4zwRhxHbc)

Warm Regards,
VJ