Dear Luah:

I can’t find the words to express how thankful I am for you reply, I’m astounded by the way you wrote your beautiful thoughts.

Really felt connected with your situation as well, but please never try to take away your life again…It would be a great loss for the world, as you say, you are a true fighter and that’s what fighters do…remember what they say about resilience; if you feel desperate again remember there is always a way out of the situation you are going through.

The only advice I can give you from the bottom of my heart is….wait. During the summer I couldn’t stop crying and feeling broke because I was literally begging for his love and he didn’t give a s****t, I really wanted to know what was going on in his mind and heart, I never got a simple answer…so the only thing I could do was let the time pass and hope for the best. If the earthquake hadn’t happened, I’m almost sure that things wouldn’t have changed… so; yeah, maybe it’s cliche but time fixes things in a very particular way. I mean, what were the chances to my city to be destroyed?…none!

So…trust the universe, if something needs to be done to fix your life or…your relationship….it’s going to happen!!

Maybe I’m not the right one to tell you this, but depression, it’s a medical condition and needs to be fix with special drugs. You should really go with a psychiatrist to fix this condition, if you talk about your problems with a psychologist AND you are being treated with medicine….in that way I’m pretty sure you are going to get better…trust me. I send you my love and light.