Dear Anita:

I know that it wants calm and practise. That is so difficoult lol Take it with irony.

In other words it could be possible that I’ve lost myself. My phisologyst says ever that I have to be more assertive, but I forget ever this priority and I come back in my head with the ossessive phrase and strategy. I did not great the terapy I think. Infact when I come back home after the meeting I go to my laptop, write the strategy and repeat that in my head again again and again.  Maybe I have to change my attitude and live more without thinkin…what do you think about that?