Dear Wanderlust16:

You are welcome and thank you for your words of appreciation.

You wrote in your last post to me: “once I’m awake my mind automatically wanders to questioning his behavior – going over events that occurred, trying to analyze how someone supposedly cared so much can abandon that person without as much as a word. I consider myself to be a pretty peaceful person…”

I can’t imagine there not being hurt and anger in the italicized thought you expressed (italicized by me). It is clearly evident to me. Is it not to you?

Reads to me that in your mostly successful quest to be a peaceful person, you go maybe a bit too far in that you deny the understandable hurt and anger toward him, just a bit?

anita