Thanks Anita!  I am quite proud of myself that I was strong enough to just let it be and not beg or ask him what is going on.

I am feeling anxious that I haven’t heard from him yet, but I know we can’t just go back to the same place we were overnight.  I also wish I knew what he meant by telling me not to worry.  Does he mean don’t worry about ‘our’ future, or that he’s going anywhere, or don’t worry and just be happy with my own life?  I’ll choose the first option, and hope that’s what he meant.

I will choose to keep busy, journal, and hope for the best in the meantime to deal with my anxiety.